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om hi, thanks for coming over here. (ᵔᵕᵔ)◜i know the towne looks liek plain html but i promise its more than that!!!! give me time…..firstly, just wanna say this is not an announcement of anything. i just i miss u guys. (ill try and keep this fairly short but..) life update is that college is going rly well. im constructing 🀢🀣🀦⚠︎a psychological measurement tool for skepticism and its been IRB approved so i might go to new orleans to present it at the southeastern psych convention which would be nuts (assuming all goes smoothly). i havent left georgia and florida in years literally.🤯🤯🤯

       

                                 am i putting too many weird characters down?? sry ill keep doing it 

as far as art goes, ive not rly been pressuring myself too much and funnily enough been more productive, maybe as a result. it holds less significance rn. ive been making some beats 🛠🛠completely from scratch which is unheard of in unkeptland but here we r.ᐟ𝄞. Really, ive just been doing lots of writing and working in therapy to understand themes that seem to repeat in life as well as just adding structure to my life as well as i can. honestly i hate school but this semester , ive been ecstatic🚨 in my classes and loving every second. it feels like i have structure and a consistency i can cling onto, and something im genuinely interested in thank godꜝꜝ  ◜ᴗ◝

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i’ve been working on automating┌|∵|┘ systems in my life to rid myself of as many procrastinary barriers as possible. that includes working on ✎﹏﹏﹏﹏THIS blogE, but approaching it a bit more experimentally into the future. im excited to show that off once i get it in a good place. idrk what the future holds for the Discord server tbh. id be lying if i said it didnt mean a lot to me because you guys have been some of my only friends post-high school (everyone in the ground says “awwww” in a sadᴖ̈ empath way and feels so bad) but its true tbhh. over the next weeks and months im considering what roles this place initially were meant to serve because i want to get back to that, but commit myself to it on a whole different level than before. i want to be better but also ☺ˎˊ˗ i believe i can be better, which means a lot

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i think id much rather be flawed and know what needs to be done to improve than see myself as needing nothing ⤿ else. thats when you lose ur drive i think. In a climate that seems to be increasingly against tolerance of others as they are, my hope for you is that you continue to try and accommodate yourself in ways that others wouldn’t. understand and acknowledge ur limitations and find workarounds. even if that makes breaking the system that has constrained you. We need a shake up ever once and a whileᯓᡣ𐭩

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       *talk soon ,byeeeee*

╰─..★.──────────╯ps. the site is super br😲ken rn so ill invite u back once its .. better k love u bye-`♡´-

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Published on April 11, 2025.